In one way everything is messed up right now.
All these voices, my head is exploding.. My mind is fucked.
These bad thoughts are haunting me again..
I just want to be with you right now.. Hold you, kiss you..
You make me feel like I'm normal, like it's normal to be as fucked up like I am.
But i barely know you.. You don't know me at all. You only now the one I'm pretending to be.
Happy, laughing, colour full, Smiling and always looking at things positive.
You don't now anything about these voices.
The Hate, paranoia and darkness that is hidden deep inside of me.
