Ting omkring mig

Nu har jeg lige fundet ud af at jeg snart skal dele værelse med min papsøster. Great :D! Det bliver lidt rart at ha en som man ved forstår én.. Selvom jeg håber at min anden papsøster snart flytter ud så at vi ikke alle tre driver hinanden til vanvid og at vi kan få hvert sit værelse :).

Der er så mange ting lige pt. som gør at jeg ikke helt ved om jeg skal græde eller være sur eller glad.. Det er så fucked up det her. Du skulle bare ødelægge det hele ved at være så mopset?. Du skal ikke forvente at jeg gider næste gang. Ja,ja jeg lovede det men tingene ændre sig. Gider ikke ha' at du skal té dig sådan overfor mig igen. Du er så flabet. Du er så egocentreret. Har gjort så meget. Kan ikke mere. Gider dig ikke. farvel.


Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
/Plain White T's- Hate (I Really Don't Like You).

Dig.

Du gør mig så glad.
Virkelig. Du for mig til at glemme alt. Du er der altid ligemeget hvad.

Jeg elsker dig virkelig.
Du er der når de andre vender ryggen. Du er den første jeg ringer til når der sker noget.
Tak fordi at du er til . Du har flere gange sagt hvem jeg skulle holde mig fra og hver gang har jeg gjort det modsatte og blevet såret. Men selvom jeg ikke gjorde det du sagde er du der så jeg kan græde ud. Du gør alt for mig. Du hjælper mig når jeg har det svært. Eller hvis jeg har brug for at løbe væk fra den her crappy verden jeg lever i lige nu.

Jeg har lyst til at danse når du er i nærheden. Du gør mig så glad :)

Now if she does it like this, will you do it like that?
Now if she touches like this, will you touch her right back?
Now if she moves like this, will you move her like that?
/ Metro Station - Shake it

På en måde er jeg lettet. Du har gjort det så nemt for mig :).
Tak og farvel.

Det her er en af de dage hvor jeg bare har lyst til at drikke mig så lam som muligt. Men gotta work desværre ):

You think you're saying something relevant,
As you connect the dots.
You never realize you have to get in line to suck a cock.
You're telling me that fifty screaming fans are never wrong,
I'm telling you that fifty millions af fans are fucking morons.
/ Mindless Self Indulgence - you'll rebel to anything

My baby.

Here comes my baby,
Here he comes now (:

I don't go to sleep just because I'm tired.

I do it because that's the only time I'm going to see you hugging me, kissing me or telling me you like me like I like you.

I see you gently kissing me cheek telling me that you love me.

I see myself telling you the same.
I see myself hugging you, calling you cheesy names like 'Baby, darling or sweetheart'.


But in real life, we never speak. Everyone knows I like you, and you probably do too, but you're always with someone else. I see you fooling around with lots of girls.

You don't know how it is to feel this way. You could get any girl you want, and that's why I know that we're never going to end up being a couple. 'Cause you don't like girls like me. You like girls like them.

But still every time I see you I can't think, speak or move for a second. My heart stops. I love you. You barely notice me.

Here comes my baby,
Here he comes now.
And it comes as no surprise to me, he's with another girl,
oh Here comes my baby....