onsdag den 17. oktober 2012

Have you ever seen somebody you cared of digging their own grave and you try to reach 'em but before you could get close they were allready too deep?

Have you've ever been hurt so much that you've trapped yourself in your room for days because you didn't have the strenght to have a normal conversation without crying?

Have you've ever been betrayed so much by you're own flesh and blood that you can't trust any one in your life?

No, so don't you fucking judge me before you've tried walking in my shoes for one day. I dare you to try being me for one fucking day. You would never make that day alive.

mandag den 27. august 2012

Sidder på kanten og kigger ned i dybet
tårene vælter frem
holder dem tilbage
du må ikke se mig sådan her
du SKAL ikke se mig sådan her
du sidder på den anden side og smiler
du fumler med et eller andet i dine hænder som jeg ikke kan se
Hvordan er vi endt sådan her?

onsdag den 22. august 2012

Sometimes the memories are worth the pain.


If you really didn't wanted to hurt me then why did you lie?
You told me you cared. Apparently you didn't.
I really liked you. 
No ''like'' doesn't describe my feelings for you.

You were right, I do have deep feelings for you.
Why shouldn't I? When it began I tried to protect myself tried to keep my emotions locked.
But you kept telling me about how much you cared. 
Especially that night.
You where so drunk.
You told me a bunch of stuff that really meant a lot to me. 
Before we went to sleep, I feared that you wouldn't remember it. 
I was right the next day you had no clue about what happened. 
That hurt a lot. 
But we were great you'll had to admit that we had so much fun together. I felt like I could tell you everything. You helped me a lot. I told you a bunch of stuff that even my closest friends don't know. 
But fuck it. I'm probably better off without you. 


But.. I hate to admit it. But I miss you.

onsdag den 14. marts 2012

Why?

In one way everything is messed up right now.
All these voices, my head is exploding.. My mind is fucked.
These bad thoughts are haunting me again..
I just want to be with you right now.. Hold you, kiss you..
You make me feel like I'm normal, like it's normal to be as fucked up like I am.
But i barely know you.. You don't know me at all. You only now the one I'm pretending to be.
Happy, laughing, colour full, Smiling and always looking at things positive.
You don't now anything about these voices.
The Hate, paranoia and darkness that is hidden deep inside of me.

søndag den 23. oktober 2011

Længe siden.

Nu er det ret så længe siden at jeg sidst skrev her.

På en måde føler jeg mig skyldig og på en måde vil jeg bare godt ha' dig for mig selv.
Du kommer sikkert ikke til at læse det her så fuck det.
Men jeg hader at min mobil ikke virker ville så godt ringe til dig, og hører din stemme igen. Fuck det jeg vil se dig igen ,og røre dig igen.. Jeg vil kysse dig igen.

Det kilder helt vildt meget bare jeg tænker på dig. Seriøst første gang jeg så dig var det som at få en mavepuster kunne ikke snakke kunne kun kigge på dig. Du er virkelig fantastisk. Ville gøre ALT for at kunne kalde dig for min <3

torsdag den 16. juni 2011

αγάπη

Ok, nu er det jo ikke ligefrem en hemmelighed at youtube er en stor del af mit liv så nu vil jeg lave en liste over de bedste youtubers i random order. Simpelthen fordi at jeg keder mig.





1. Charlieissocoollike



2. Chestersee



3. Shanedawsontv



4. Kevjumba



5. Swiftkaratechop



6. Kurisutopher



7. Livelavalive



8. Nigahiga



9. Nerimon



10. Smosh

torsdag den 26. maj 2011

Ting omkring mig

Nu har jeg lige fundet ud af at jeg snart skal dele værelse med min papsøster. Great :D! Det bliver lidt rart at ha en som man ved forstår én.. Selvom jeg håber at min anden papsøster snart flytter ud så at vi ikke alle tre driver hinanden til vanvid og at vi kan få hvert sit værelse :).

Der er så mange ting lige pt. som gør at jeg ikke helt ved om jeg skal græde eller være sur eller glad.. Det er så fucked up det her. Du skulle bare ødelægge det hele ved at være så mopset?. Du skal ikke forvente at jeg gider næste gang. Ja,ja jeg lovede det men tingene ændre sig. Gider ikke ha' at du skal té dig sådan overfor mig igen. Du er så flabet. Du er så egocentreret. Har gjort så meget. Kan ikke mere. Gider dig ikke. farvel.


Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.
/Plain White T's- Hate (I Really Don't Like You).