I dont know why but everythings keeps falling down.
It's like every time I think that I'm okay something terrible happens..
How come its always like this?
I just want a normal life.
A normal family.
I don't want to live like this any more!

Just one and then I'll stop.
One more time.

Just one okay?

I know its stupid but i can't help it.
I know it hurts me but it is so good.
You say I'm crazy, I'm out of my mind.
Maybe I am.

But the pain feels good you know?
I want to feel alive again.
Just one more time, and then I'll stop again.

Its hard for me can't you see it?
It tears me up inside. I'm fine, I'm all right. But these things haunts me. It's everywhere. Calling my name. It's so easy, it feel so good.

Hope you'll understand someday, my love.

Jeg savner jer nede på Lolland. Jeg savner jer ekstremt. Og da jeg boede på Lolland savnede jeg alle heroppe. Hvorfor kan man ikke være to steder på én gang? Det ville gøre livet meget nemmere.

Jeg dummer mig konstant.. Jeg siger altid et eller dumt... Jeg har det med at ødelægge alt. Fuck det.