Just one and then I'll stop.
One more time.

Just one okay?

I know its stupid but i can't help it.
I know it hurts me but it is so good.
You say I'm crazy, I'm out of my mind.
Maybe I am.

But the pain feels good you know?
I want to feel alive again.
Just one more time, and then I'll stop again.

Its hard for me can't you see it?
It tears me up inside. I'm fine, I'm all right. But these things haunts me. It's everywhere. Calling my name. It's so easy, it feel so good.

Hope you'll understand someday, my love.