If you really didn't wanted to hurt me then why did you lie?
You told me you cared. Apparently you didn't.
I really liked you.
No ''like'' doesn't describe my feelings for you.
You were right, I do have deep feelings for you.
Why shouldn't I? When it began I tried to protect myself tried to keep my emotions locked.
But you kept telling me about how much you cared.
Especially that night.
You where so drunk.
You told me a bunch of stuff that really meant a lot to me.
Before we went to sleep, I feared that you wouldn't remember it.
I was right the next day you had no clue about what happened.
That hurt a lot.
But we were great you'll had to admit that we had so much fun together. I felt like I could tell you everything. You helped me a lot. I told you a bunch of stuff that even my closest friends don't know.
But fuck it. I'm probably better off without you.
But.. I hate to admit it. But I miss you.
